Like the dreams that fairies bring to my eyes
Like the smiles the new borns put on my lips
Like the blush my love draws upon my cheeks
Like the glow of the moon when all world sleeps
Like the dew kissing the blooming bud
Like the flower buds blossom with no one around
All these and more are what does come
From the heavens as a gift so loving
That which shall not fade in beauty
Growing beautiful each time sent down
Such is the beauty of the rains!!!
Tuesday, 15 July 2014
This is Rain to me
Saturday, 22 March 2014
Breaths of love!!!
No soul did hear me breathe for you
No heart did feel the painful breaths of love
In every beat of my heart a drop of blood
Did lose it's way in search of you, my love
Soldiers of love from my heart
When in my eyes they did march to spy
No smiles at me...no fire in your eyes they did see
In every breath they did send out
A piece of my love ..in every word I spoke
In every bit of voice from mine cords Were hidden my intense words of love
Under the garb of a daily talk they did shyly hide
My words of love...my words of you! All those ears that did hear me do know
My breath was full of you...my love for you
Never did the soldiers brave the shy blush
Nor the madness in my emotions did they bypass
To tell you that every breath of mine Has been telling stories of my love for you
Forever can I breathe in your love And still have all the life left in me Love me not! Feel not the pains of love In every heart beat...
Just feel the vibes of love my soul does give
Just listen to your name in my breath
When this love shall end..this breath shall too
So will the life in me!!!
That's you my love!
Thursday, 6 March 2014
A message not read ...
I made the winds chant your name With breaths of mine , full of your name
The thunder of the world around you Did mute them to your ears
From the smiles of the rainbows
I did learn to smile, a smile for you That gift of blush you did fail to see The silent giggle you heard not
In poetic verse that my hands did write
Forever was hidden your name
The words of love you did read aloud
Did not see yourself in those words
In every look at you, I did speak Every meeting moment of our eyes
A billion messages I did leave
In mine eyes, for you to read
In the hurried race of emotions Yours did win over mine
I stepped back to know
Your eyes missed me never
From the distant horizon I do see
A shadow on the path ahead
The paths that led to me
A shadow walking up to me
Familiar the heartbeat of the soul That today is walking to me
I do see the heart of the soul
That is You I see ....
Forget the paths that lead to me
Our paths may not meet
If Providence shall decide
We shall on the same path be
Sunday, 16 February 2014
Blush
Every word I wish to tell
hides behind a veil of blush
When the words stronger shall be
That they may through my eyes
be read and understood well
I know not....
The sooner I wish it did
The lesser my words spoke
That my mind did command ...
Friday, 3 May 2013
challenges...
No dark alleys were they
The paths I have taken
No darkness lit my way
Bright daylight shines
Upon my road ahead
No man around
That I could talk to
No place to rest
No! I am not tired
Yet a restlessness I feel
Well, a map provided
My destination known
Still my heart pounds
With doubts unknown
I look ahead, a short run
Or maybe a long stroll
I know not…
The horizon ahead
Welcomes me
All good , no hurdles
No rains that drench me
No sun scorching my skin
Pebbles don’t dare disturb me
Thorns move away
When my foot steps heard
Breezes change paths
Storms forget their way
Yes, an undisturbed stroll
Well then what is left
That I may walk for
-the destination?
Yes!!!!!!!
Should be a joy ride
Yet my soul yearns
For something…
What’s a victory without
Kicking away pebbles
That come your way
What peace may come
Without jumping hurdles
What joy of target reached
With not a chance
Of saving your feet
From pricking thorns…
True,what a journey
With none to stop
A progressive move
I yearn for a challenge today
The paths I have taken
No darkness lit my way
Bright daylight shines
Upon my road ahead
No man around
That I could talk to
No place to rest
No! I am not tired
Yet a restlessness I feel
Well, a map provided
My destination known
Still my heart pounds
With doubts unknown
I look ahead, a short run
Or maybe a long stroll
I know not…
The horizon ahead
Welcomes me
All good , no hurdles
No rains that drench me
No sun scorching my skin
Pebbles don’t dare disturb me
Thorns move away
When my foot steps heard
Breezes change paths
Storms forget their way
Yes, an undisturbed stroll
Well then what is left
That I may walk for
-the destination?
Yes!!!!!!!
Should be a joy ride
Yet my soul yearns
For something…
What’s a victory without
Kicking away pebbles
That come your way
What peace may come
Without jumping hurdles
What joy of target reached
With not a chance
Of saving your feet
From pricking thorns…
True,what a journey
With none to stop
A progressive move
I yearn for a challenge today
Friday, 15 February 2013
Being a mother...
Even the dark night skies
He does make smile
The white blush of moon
His halo, today stolen
There upon my heart does lay
Unknowing eyes look
For him deep within
Where none do reside
Fragrant flowers of morn
Need worry not of its loss
For what is lost, its scent
Here does live your life
Your fragrance by winds
Absorbed, today blowing
The breeze onto my eyelids
That I know him
In the wind’s lovely feather
Wrapped and bundled
Young petals of the bud
That whisper to each other
Today I do realize
Is what for ages shall
Be given by no breeze
No cuddling by nature
Pearls of little jasmines
The clouds did gift
That with love I did accept
For no gem more rich
I could in all world find
That could well ornament
A special smile so precious
That no portrait of me caught
He does make smile
The white blush of moon
His halo, today stolen
There upon my heart does lay
Unknowing eyes look
For him deep within
Where none do reside
Fragrant flowers of morn
Need worry not of its loss
For what is lost, its scent
Here does live your life
Your fragrance by winds
Absorbed, today blowing
The breeze onto my eyelids
That I know him
In the wind’s lovely feather
Wrapped and bundled
Young petals of the bud
That whisper to each other
Today I do realize
Is what for ages shall
Be given by no breeze
No cuddling by nature
Pearls of little jasmines
The clouds did gift
That with love I did accept
For no gem more rich
I could in all world find
That could well ornament
A special smile so precious
That no portrait of me caught
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
Smile at your problems.......
This is a 'wait before you proceed' sign . Just in case you are
looking for a one stop solution to all your problems, this is not for
you . Neither am I revealing my secrets to handling problems . It might
seem extremely funny for a twenty year old to talk about dealing with
problems . My language teachers never promoted the use of short message
services , yet I am so tempted to put a LOL here just so that my friends not find it a grandma's talk.
For those close to me know well how I stay not-so-freaked out when I ought to be and how I choose to breakdown over tiny things just so I can let go of all that negative energy.Now my first job goes into differentiating the 'big' and 'tiny' problems. Well the last time I broke down was over three emu egg shells I got during a study trip and lost them before I could get them home. Now the big things lie on the other extreme of the spectrum.
I am not this successful woman in life with a half century old experience in life. But from whatever little life has offered me and taken from me I sure do know all that is necessary to confront that monster which without invitations. You need a big smile and a heart without tachycardia.
I have had friends telling me I was qualified enough to be a self-styled ' God-woman' when they know how I stay calm with a tsunami ahead. I realised few people would like the idea of a God-woman in denim who behaves normal otherwise. So I dropped the idea(I wish I could put a LOL here but for those English grammar classes which taught me not to).
Most people have come to me with this serious problem. 'I don't know what's wrong. I'm so depressed'. Basically one just feels on one not-so-fine morning that all the world is against him or her , or that God is unhappy with him or her only , or like a hundred mice causing chaos in the brain.This is what ends up in a 'nice' you turning into a 'terrible' you to people and things(by which I intend the crockery and books and phone).
The first step is -find the problem...wht my computer calls troubleshooting. Scan through what you are trying to think.At first you will see a jig-saw puzzle in your head.Now instead of trying to pick up your problems try eliminating what is not your problem. This is just the same way we have done all those multiple choice questions which we did not know the answers to. Focus on something that pops up in your mind. Ask yourself if you like that thought or not. If you do, eliminate this option. If you don't ask yourself how long ago this thought was buried within you and if this is the right time to tackle it. This is an important step since old, forgotten tales get remakes and sequel when you have something else bothering you. If you decide it needs to handled, do it in the 'now' moment. There's no better time.Sometimes it can be put in the attic and dug up later during a self introspection.Once you have eliminated quite a lot of unnecessary files from your recycle bin, you will have a countable number of things bothering you. List them one by one. Check if each is worth all that time you are spending on it. If none is worth , you have done it ..go pose for your next facebook profile picture. If the problems are worth your time start an autopsy right away. Have a mental chronological order of events ready. Look at the most recent one. If this problem had not come up would you still have been going through all those mood disorders. If your mind says yes then this is not it. Repeat this till you reach that one problem that was your stimulus to your 'reflex action'. Finding your problem is like getting a map to a treasure hunt. It just makes things easier.
Just one thing you need to avoid once you realise what you problem is-crying and freaking out. Why? It is way too simple. One, it does not help. Two , it does not help. Three, it does not help at all.
Once I had this problem in front of me . The last ray of hope also seemed to be dimming down.When this last ray disappeared, I thought I would break down.Eyes were so close to crying. I thought I should cry. So did everybody else. I mean that's what people normally do.Out of the blue it struck me- Is this at all going to help me?. It was a rhetorical question. My next question was-What next? My next step was trying to handle the situation and problem. To put it across simply I was just being practical. It worked - Problem solved.
Now where to apply this? Well friends have come to me with all sorts of problems of all degrees...starting from handling stress to relationships to serious one. One situation was like this-a friend's mom had passed away. Her father had another family even when she was alive and he did nothing to support her or her mother.But after the mother died all finances transferred to her father since she wasn't eighteen yet. Even in such situations you could help yourself, but make sure you do take expert advice when necessary like here a lawyer's.
My attitude is just this. There is this monster who wants to make you cry and freak out.Just don't make him happy.Smile at him he will shy away.Make him happy and he will want to bother you more.
For those close to me know well how I stay not-so-freaked out when I ought to be and how I choose to breakdown over tiny things just so I can let go of all that negative energy.Now my first job goes into differentiating the 'big' and 'tiny' problems. Well the last time I broke down was over three emu egg shells I got during a study trip and lost them before I could get them home. Now the big things lie on the other extreme of the spectrum.
I am not this successful woman in life with a half century old experience in life. But from whatever little life has offered me and taken from me I sure do know all that is necessary to confront that monster which without invitations. You need a big smile and a heart without tachycardia.
I have had friends telling me I was qualified enough to be a self-styled ' God-woman' when they know how I stay calm with a tsunami ahead. I realised few people would like the idea of a God-woman in denim who behaves normal otherwise. So I dropped the idea(I wish I could put a LOL here but for those English grammar classes which taught me not to).
Most people have come to me with this serious problem. 'I don't know what's wrong. I'm so depressed'. Basically one just feels on one not-so-fine morning that all the world is against him or her , or that God is unhappy with him or her only , or like a hundred mice causing chaos in the brain.This is what ends up in a 'nice' you turning into a 'terrible' you to people and things(by which I intend the crockery and books and phone).
The first step is -find the problem...wht my computer calls troubleshooting. Scan through what you are trying to think.At first you will see a jig-saw puzzle in your head.Now instead of trying to pick up your problems try eliminating what is not your problem. This is just the same way we have done all those multiple choice questions which we did not know the answers to. Focus on something that pops up in your mind. Ask yourself if you like that thought or not. If you do, eliminate this option. If you don't ask yourself how long ago this thought was buried within you and if this is the right time to tackle it. This is an important step since old, forgotten tales get remakes and sequel when you have something else bothering you. If you decide it needs to handled, do it in the 'now' moment. There's no better time.Sometimes it can be put in the attic and dug up later during a self introspection.Once you have eliminated quite a lot of unnecessary files from your recycle bin, you will have a countable number of things bothering you. List them one by one. Check if each is worth all that time you are spending on it. If none is worth , you have done it ..go pose for your next facebook profile picture. If the problems are worth your time start an autopsy right away. Have a mental chronological order of events ready. Look at the most recent one. If this problem had not come up would you still have been going through all those mood disorders. If your mind says yes then this is not it. Repeat this till you reach that one problem that was your stimulus to your 'reflex action'. Finding your problem is like getting a map to a treasure hunt. It just makes things easier.
Just one thing you need to avoid once you realise what you problem is-crying and freaking out. Why? It is way too simple. One, it does not help. Two , it does not help. Three, it does not help at all.
Once I had this problem in front of me . The last ray of hope also seemed to be dimming down.When this last ray disappeared, I thought I would break down.Eyes were so close to crying. I thought I should cry. So did everybody else. I mean that's what people normally do.Out of the blue it struck me- Is this at all going to help me?. It was a rhetorical question. My next question was-What next? My next step was trying to handle the situation and problem. To put it across simply I was just being practical. It worked - Problem solved.
Now where to apply this? Well friends have come to me with all sorts of problems of all degrees...starting from handling stress to relationships to serious one. One situation was like this-a friend's mom had passed away. Her father had another family even when she was alive and he did nothing to support her or her mother.But after the mother died all finances transferred to her father since she wasn't eighteen yet. Even in such situations you could help yourself, but make sure you do take expert advice when necessary like here a lawyer's.
My attitude is just this. There is this monster who wants to make you cry and freak out.Just don't make him happy.Smile at him he will shy away.Make him happy and he will want to bother you more.
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